Things have not gotten better, and the weight continued to creep up and up. Today I see 213.6 on the scale. I have even given up on dieting for the last two months, since each time I rededicated myself to getting back to JUDDD I simply could not mentally commit to following a diet.
And less than three weeks ago, my family was hit with a grievous loss. My sister has died, after fighting cancer for over three years.
It seems wrong to focus on myself now, but in a way, I think she's with me and giving me strength to once again honor myself and try to become more comfortable in my skin.
The rest will take longer. Much, much longer.
